Sioux won second overall and I have to admit I was slightly upset coz I really wanted Sioux to be first! Really wanted Sioux to be the best.
I told Lucas, Sorry, I didn't get first for you. Coz we were always talking about how Sioux's gonna be first blahblahblah.
But Lucas told me, "Sioux is first what? We won best manslut, best skit, win already"
I was so damn touched I swear. It was the nicest thing he ever said to me hahahah.
But seriously, Sioux was the best group ever. I could never have asked for better freshies. I wouldn't swop any of my freshie for another. None of them. I loved each and every freshie. Every one of them made Sioux a lil more fun and a lil more spicy. Hahhaha, don't even understand that. But you get what I mean.
We even won most enthusiastic. From the start, the other tribes already feared us. We were freakin gungho and garang and I love them so much :') It really was a great experience.
And it wasn't just the freshies that made the camp so f'ing brilliant.
My own friends made it so awesome.
I made better friends with my own batch of people. I know them better now. And I'm sioux-per happy to say that I've finally found someone who has a super-similar frequency as I do.
JASMINE TAN!
I know right... why do they all have to have the same surname as I do? Tan. LOL!!!!!!!!!!! I guess, it's all destined to be.
She didn't go for FOC last year but joined us for this year's. I've heard from Joshua and Lucas a gazillion times that they think we're super alike, and that we will conferm be friends. Conspermz also can.
I guess our friendship has just begun and I hope for the many years to come in wkwsci, we will still be awesomez. I swear she has made me laugh and cry so much during this camp. I've not laughed till I cried since forever for so long. So thank you, Jasmine.
My fellow GLs and seniors made the camp experience ever more compelling and endearing as well. I felt it. I felt that bond.
Something major happened during camp. Problems surfaced at the very last minute. Everyone was panicking. People were crying. But something touched me, and that was when I saw all the GLs and main comm trying to work out something together. I saw it and I felt.... I felt proud of all these people. I was amazed as I watched them all racking their brains. They were all so intense, all so freakin brilliant in their ideas. I saw it. And felt it. And I felt proud to be part of this cohort of brilliant minds.
I cried on my last day, while emotions were running high as the 4 of us talked to one another. I knew this was the end. I mean, they always say it isn't the end. We'd all still be meeting each other for more events with Sioux. Dnd, Reverb, outings and stuff like that. But I knew... I know that somehow, the feeling of togetherness would only last while camp lasted. There was no other reason for us to feel the same way. And I've always hated that. I hated how such good feelings would only last while it could. And I just wanted us to remember, in that moment, what good friends we were. Camp was the only reason that brought us 4 together. The reason how we even got to know one another. And now that camp is over, I know that things won't really be the same again. And that made me sad. I still feel sad thinking about it. Even right now, I feel like tearing up again. That was why I made that little memento for each of you, Deyong, Kia and Hilary. I wrote them, so that you guys would remember those moments when we worked together, for this camp, which brought us together as friends. I won't forget them. And I wish you guys never will either.