My Lord, it's been long!

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Hey chickenbackside, oh how I've not touched you for so long.

I didn't realise it's been 2 weeks since I last blogged!!!! Wow. But the past few weeks have been hectic. Tests and all and assignments and videos! Can't wait to show you guys.

I haven't been blogging, but trust me, I was aching to blog. There were just SO many things on my mind, and I've been thinking a lot and my fingers and brain just yearns to type all of it out. But I know that once I blog, an hour or 2 just whooshes by and I won't have time to do other things that are probably more important than ranting.

But now it's RECESS WEEK! And I choose to believe I have time to do more of 'me' time stuff. Well, I CHOOSE to believe. Coz there's still a lot to do D': I may be complaining, but I like the stuff I study this sem. Maybe not all, but stuff like Broadcast journ are really some of the things I enjoy doing... Process, freakin tedious, but once it's done, I really am quite happy with it.

If I don't become a ______________, Broadcast journalist will be next in line on my List of Ambitions.

Oh? You're interested in what I want to be in the future?

NOT GONNA TELL YOU!!! Hahaha. Only a few of my precious friends know and those who managed to pester me like f*. Seriously, don't try. Please.

Anyway, if you've forgotten how my God-pissed-on-me face, here's how I look!

The emo look.

Well yeah, been spending my evenings fruitfully in the MML. Computer-lab you might say.

Editing and editing and doing more editing.

Till I've grown a moustache. F*!

And if you're a friend with me on Facebook and know how my profile picture looks like, you'll know I've recently had sort of a fetish for taking photos like

THESE!!!!

MUAHAHAH, freak you out, biotches!

Well, it's really simple, all you need to do is to point your camera from beneath you. Well, not beneath BENEATH you but just under your face. And all you have to do is look down and omg, you'll see the most horrific face on earth. That is your own. Betcha momma didn't tell you.

Coz your momma loves you :')

Ok, that was random. But long hair is essential in taking beautiful portraits like these.

And if that's not enough,

HERE ARE SOME MORE!

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Wait for it....

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CHANG KE CHANGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You're sucha bitch you know that?

Well yeah, I do.

And just for sanity's sake, something that portrays me for someone whom I truly am. God bless.

Or maybe not.

K lah, I may sound psycho and perhaps cheery and all, but things have been slightly rough. Not the end of the world, but just ONE OF THOSE DAYS. Sigh!

I actually had one of the worse days ever in school yesterday. Nothing happened to me, it's just that I have a lot of things going on in my head. Sigh. My inner demons are haunting me every now and then when I start to ponder on certain things. And they keep nagging at me till I become consumed in all its... darkness. Or whatever it's called.

Maybe it's the weather. My mood swings according to the weather. I like it when it's bright and cheery, not dark and gloomy on days when it rains on end.

I'm the kind of person who feels much better after a good night's rest. You just stop thinking. Your brain just works like crazy and letting it rest is probably the best beer in the world. Tiger Beer. You see? SIAO.

But I had one of the best conversations with a friend I haven't talked properly in a long time, yesterday.

TEE HEE!

Rebecca Tan Jia Wei!

One of those friends whom I won't feel bad or awkward if I don't talk incessantly and when silence sets in. I know her, and she knows me. Guess our friendship is really quite something, considering the long history we had as friends and a lot of some of the shit we went through lol lol.

Updated each other and I learnt of some stuff that could be quite painful to hear.

I love to listen to what my friends have to tell me, and as much as I am evergreen, I think I do know how my friends who're attached feel?

We do have feelings you know! Not like grass, just coz it's green. -.- (haha not funny at all?)

She's gonna be at Hall 3's DND tonight, representing her block as a Pageant Nominee and I wish her all the freaking best!!!! I seriously think she has all it takes to become Queen. Wouldn't be surprised if she did. And I'd be proud!

So there ya go! A long post to compensate for 2 weeks worth of posts missed. More updates to come definitely : )