He was absolutely gorgeous today.... I couldn't help but stare at him after class at 6.

I enjoyed seeing the contours of his body. Look at the clouds!! So perfectly shaped at the horizon.



But seriously.... Beautiful. And only I appreciated the sky among everyone else. I think it's an everyday thing for them. I hope to see more pretty sunsets like this during my stay here... :')


I only stopped for a while before moving on coz it was too cold to just stop and stare.

By the time I reached my cottage, another kind of sky greeted me...




So pretty....
Even the black looking clouds were drawing something on the sky like it was a piece of canvass and shaping up to look really gorgeous.


And this flower, albeit small, was able to stop me in my tracks to admire it.




I can just stare at the colour gradient of its petals forever...

The Power of Nature
Giving me subtle hints throughout my day : )


Anyway, I went to another Alpha session today. Have I told you what an Alpha session is? It's held at church and introduces to members who Jesus is and what Christianity is all about. You get to have discussions in small groups.

So today was the third session and there are a total of 7 sessions. One per week. I missed the second one coz it was easter and I can't go for the next 2 sessions coz of mid semester break.

But ANYWAY, other than the awesome free food (lol- btw it was curry OMG JUST WHEN I WAS CRAVING FOR IT. not spicy at all but hey, better than nth), the topic for today was on Faith. Apt. Very Apt. And I think faith is something that I've always found myself questioning. Like how do people believe in God when it's such an intangible kinda feeling. To believe in something you hardly are sure of.

Today, I managed to ask quite a number of questions. This time, unlike the other session, I was more aggressive and assertive, lol sorta. Probably coz it was on "Faith". There was a bit of tension in the group. But it was all good after that. Sometimes it feels like they're trying to get me to believe in what they believe but I'm thankful that they're willing to share their thoughts on their religion without feeling like I'm questioning it. Like I don't wanna be this asshole who thrashes their beliefs. I want them to know that I respect their beliefs, it's just that I've all these questions bubbling in my head all the time and I want to listen to what they make of them. How come they can feel so strongly for something or someone. I'm quite impressed with their answers to be honest. I can see that it is also a personal struggle for them in their relationship with God. There are always those doubts. But it's how positive they view this relationship and that's what I'm truly amazed about.

Ok, I'm gonna stop here I'm too tired. It's 12:40am only though but I'm gonna crash. Tuesdays are a bitch for me with 10am-6pm back to back classes phew.