Just had the hugest fight ever with my housemate Jan.
I've never argued and quarreled with someone this badly before in my entire life. NEVER. OMFG. Like the first words that came into my head when I was so angry was "Fuck you". Wow. I don't even say the f word bro. And because of that, when I say the f word, it gives fuck a whole new level of meaning. But of course, it was only in my head, I would never say fuck to his face. Not yet.

This cultural difference thing is giving me the biggest, most frustrating experience here. Even tho I hate it a lot, I freakin love it. It's these things that make life so much more interesting and complicated. Sure, I get damn angry. But I realised... I've a lot to thank for in engaging in an argument. Coz I've never been this angry for so long, it feels so damn bloody good to unleash so much flurry of emotions. I've always been scared in getting into an argument with someone. But hey guess what? I can't be happier. Thanks Jan, thanks a lot.

I was really angry. So much so that I was raising my voice, with my eyes wide open and my heart beating faster than a steam train. Seriously man, can you imagine me doing that!? HELL NO! That was where he pushed the line man. Why is he so argumentative? I don't understand? Like is it a German stereotype? Well I hope not bro. I hope not. Coz his life is just gonna be full of fury. I really think he needs anger management. Like seriously.

But this isn't the first time. The first time, was when I only just got to know him. That one, I backed down. Coz I shocked siah. Second time, we talked through it calmly coz he had issues. This time, WE BOTH FIGHT. I ain't gon back down. You ain't no gon bully nobody man.

Sigh. This drives me insane. I can't stand it.

Just Skyped with buddy Tan Yuan Yun. Thanks for hearing me out :'D

I'm at fault too, but I shall see how this unravels. Breathe in, breathe out.