at work.

Sigh, today was definitely not one of my good days at all.

First thing after my trip from Bangkok, I went straight for filming the next day. Never knew how unprepared I actually was. And I paid the price for it.

Sigh sigh sigh.

It's always painful mistakes that you learn from.

My trip to Bangkok was fun, yet I can't help but regret going for it. Lack of foresight really. Those precious days spent in Thailand were too precious for 3 days taken off production from my episode. Sigh.

That's one.

Another is, I should've consulted my bosses before heading for my Sunday shoot. The worst thing isn't landing yourself in hot soup... it's having wasted OTHER people's time. That's the worst thing of all. Argh. I don't care if I get into trouble, but when you feel that you've troubled other people, now that sucks.

Yet, sometimes I think my bosses forget that I'm actually an intern, not a full time producer. As much as I like knowing that they trust me with stuff and think I'm capable, I am still a novice. I need to learn. I can't totally be entrusted to do things I'm unfamiliar with. Sigh.

But I guess, maybe this IS what I need to learn. Make painful mistakes and learn, learn, learn.

A couple of colleagues have cried at work before, but I think... cannot lah. I could've suffered a breakdown today. Become mental. But nah... As much as you feel stressed, I think.. work is work. That's just what it is, can't take it too personally, or you'll go psycho I tell ya.

No tears, no fears man! Fwahahah, I'mma cheer myself up today.