I will turn 20. In a few days' time. Yet, it's the first time in my life I don't feel excited. I feel... nonchalant. Have I grown too old? Maybe so!

But this year's gonna be different. This year, it's not gonna be about me. It will be for everyone else around me. I didn't even mark my birthday on the calendar but my mom's instead. Won't wait! I've asked all of my old buds to have dinner together on Thursday night coz I think... all of us haven't been talking much in the year 2012. So much changes in our lives the moment we stepped into Uni and time just hasn't stopped for us to catch up! So perhaps, I'll make my birthday the day for all of us to do that before the feeling of distance grows so wide it becomes a chasm and my virginity is gone. Talk rot.

Guess I'll ride on the positivity this birthday week to make amends. To a lot of things.

Harpy Burthday to mee.