Die.

Cramming everything into my brain right now.
I know I only have to pass. At the same time, I don't wanna pull my A grade down? Sucha beautiful grade and I'm taking it down? NO WEH.

Bought my tourist visa to Australia today.
Called home after 2 weeks today. (had a bad dream about my mother so better call)
Feeling weird today.

And these few days. I dunno why. I just feel like the past few days are really weird. IM FEELING SO WEIRD. Why does everything feel so weird. I feel like I'm not living. I feel like, wowowowow I dunno how to feel.

I'm suddenly thinking.. everything's just been surreal. I haven't been living the past few months. I dunno how to feel. It started becoming weird after calling home today. Why? why why why. Something is up. Is it coz I feel like I've 2 separate lives? WHAT IS IT. OMG TELL ME NOW. Wth is going on!?

Need to read the bible. Lol.


p/s I think it's coz the cottage is really... realllyyy quiet right now.. it's just creepy quiet. And it's cold. And I just feel really isolated.. and restless omg. I FEEL SO STRANGE ARGHHHH. Have I been staying indoors for too long?!