Omg my brains are gonna burst. I was suddenly inundated with emails concerning Filament a few hours ago. Woah, I am overwhelmed at this poi...

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Omg my brains are gonna burst. I was suddenly inundated with emails concerning Filament a few hours ago. Woah, I am overwhelmed at this point of time. I NEED A MAN!!!! I REALLY DO. It's the first time I suddenly feel like that hahahahahaha. A tiny feminist voice inside of me suddenly chided me lol. Argh but dayum, there's a heck loada stuff to do in my last week here in Singapore. And I suddenly feel weak in my joints and crumbly haha.

I feel a huge responsibility for Filament but I can't be here in SG in July. Also, I've video equipment loans to settle right now. And I'm freakin out a little lah coz I haven't learnt how to use the camera and audio equipment properly before going to Myanmar. I'm supposed to produce a video for them BUT I'M A ONE MAN SHOW. I've never done this before... I've always had pros around me who handled the camera like my FYP team mates. Funny how I'm a broadcast student but I hate handling cameras heh. I've always done writing and producing so it's making me go crazy having to learn to use a DSLR gah. On top of that, I still have a monopod I need to look for.

I also have a heck load of errands to run like mailing stuff, buying batteries and sheez like that. I have friends' prezzies to buy too in advance because I won't be around to celebrate..... Sigh, sending money over to Myanmar and stuff like that too. Wow, so much to do SO LITTLE TIME.

It's my own doing also... with my waitressing job. I took it up thinking I could be superwoman. Giving myself so little time for everything else. Sigh. Why do I do this to myself really.

That's why I've no excuses, and I blame myself. Blame it on me~ John Newman ft. Calvin Harris. Oh wait, that's DON'T blame it on me.

BUT, AS WITH EVERYTHING ELSE IN LIFE, TAN SI HUI ALWAYS MANAGES HER WAY THROUGH. She will, she will, she will. See? Now I'm speaking likka third party.


Haven't seen my beautiful face in a while eh? I'm gonna share airtime space with my friends~~~




These pros taught the noobest (me) how to use the canon that day. Bombs away it was...


Anyway, Sianpei and I went to get our graduation robes 2 weeks ago!!!


WOOHOO!!!!

I'm ready to graduateeee wooooo. I think our Comms school sash is the nicest? Red and maroon. The other schools have pretty gross colours HAHAHA, red goes best with the gown. Business School is Yellow and Light blue? Ugh. Other schools have green as well?? Nawww. Guess us wkw folks live up to our classiest style right down to graduation eh? Hahaha. Anyway just look at that carrier - all ready to suck ntu soon-to-be alumni dry hahaha. "Your Generosity......" well can't imagine what the rest of the sentence says hahaha.


So yes, I'm about to graduate yet am inundated with things to do still~~ I'm gonna cryyyy. Sometimes I regret taking up my waitressing job coz I ask myself.. you need the money so badly for what? You don't need the money at all!!! You just wanted to busy yourself. AND NOW YOU COMPRAIN WHEN YOU HAVE TOO MUCH THINGS TO DO. What you want ah woman!??!

Time management. Looking on the bright side, I've gained a useful skill through waitressing, which I can put to use now. Which is multitasking... increases productivity by 10 folds.

Also... I always look back and think about the times that made me so happy and joyful working as a waitress, to stop myself from regretting taking up the job.

Happy things such as this....



A family of 4 whom I met 2/3 weeks ago and are regular customers of Podi handed this to me personally as a farewell gift 3 days ago.... I swear I was so motherf* touched that I wanted to tear.... They found out I was leaving in a week's time. I can't believe serving people well could gift me boundless joy and gratitude. It was only our second, and chance meeting that Friday. Again, it was as if I knew them since forever.... When she handed me this gift with her son (who loves me a lot btw hahaha i exaggerate), she said, "Keep that smile on your face always". I gave her a smile and thanked her. She knew I was leaving for Myanmar from the first time we first met and she said, "Come back to Singapore and contribute back ok!"

And I replied, "YES I WILL, OF COURSE!" From her expression I think she was surprised by my enthusiasm also hahahaha.

My fellow Singaporeans... you have touched me so much by your kindness... I'm referring to Singaporeans in general because it is true... Most of the Singaporeans I have served are gracious. There are always the bad hats, but for the most part.. you've shown me so so so much kindness by always thanking me when I serve you. Thank you.

Before the family left, I made sure I got their surnames. The Chua Family. I am touched beyond words. I may never see them again, but life works in mysterious ways and I dunno why but I feel like I will meet this generous and very lovable family once again.



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