I've been meaning to say it to someone for a long time. But I've chickened out. Because I don't want to live through the stupid emotional rollercoaster. Why are humans conditioned to feel emotional? I hate it and I don't like it and I wish things could be simpler. Argh. Humans are the hardest things to deal with on this planet. We hurt each other, and cause pain and suffering to one another. Worse, to the closest ones around us. And I don't want to inflict that on anyone. I really can't understand why we have to go through this with each other. And we're all such sensitive creatures. We push away others when we're hurt. Yet, we're social creatures so we need one another so we draw towards each other. It's this attracting and repelling effect. Even science can explain it. Jesus, why couldn't you just make things easier. Hurry up and save this world already.